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Prose to make you weep… and think

Fiction Saturday 2! Jackson Malone part 3

If you haven’t read part 1 yet,

Or even Part 2, this will make next to no sense.

When we left our Story last time:

… I would have thought him asleep if not for the pool of blood he was lying in.  I turned him over and saw the ragged holes in his chest.  Placed just the way they had taught us to shoot at the Academy.  I vaguely remembered someone rushing me with a knife.  Had I shot him?  I may have.

I smelled my fingers.  Cordite.  The smell of burnt gunpowder was in the air. I had recently fired my gun that was now missing.  I looked down at my clothes.  My uniform was unrecognizable.  It was torn to shreds and all emblems had been ripped off.  No one could ever know me as a cop.

And we join the story, already in progress…

I could hear sirens wailing in the distance and getting closer.  I had to decide what to do quickly.  I could be linked to the case even if I ran; if it had been my gun that had shot him.  All of the firearms in the department had ballistics records on them.  They were sure to check.  Even if I found all of the bullets they would suspect a cop.  They knew how to cover their track.  I thought my best course of action would be to cry self defense and stay and wait for my brothers in blue to come.  I sat down hard on the cement next to the body.

I never was exonerated.  There was no proof of anything but the fact my gun had killed the man.  I couldn’t prove self-defense.  I couldn’t prove anything.  I was fired immediately. Kicked off of the force never to return.  At least I didn’t have to go to jail.  I know what they do to cops in jail.

I snapped out of my revelry and back to the present.  I got moving fast.  I flipped the cap on my lighter dropping it into my pocket, and moved quickly toward the glowing outline of the door, exiting back into the overcast sunshine of the alley.

My gun disappeared back into it’s holster as I exited the alley, turned right and walked quickly down the street towards a diner I had passed earlier.  The sirens had almost arrived at the warehouse as I ducked inside “Vic’s”.

I sat at the counter and ordered coffee trying to pick up something, some clue from the warehouse.  Then it hit me.  The guy I had shot said “He dead across the street.” Before he began blasting away.  Why was that so important?  I finished my coffee and left Vic’s, walking fast to avoid the police that were milling around the warehouse.

My next stop was the library.  I went directly to the newspaper archives and dug around looking for the news account of the murder.  Across the street was the key.  I knew it.  I perused articles about the murder until I found it.  Moran was not killed in the fire, but in the house across the street from the warehouse.  I headed there next.

As I arrived I saw that a small brick house that sat on a large lot directly across the street from the warehouse.  This was the murder scene, the place where Nelson Moran was killed.  Why had I not thought of that before?  I must have heard it somewhere.

The house was still covered in yellow crime scene tape and discarded coffee cups when I started up the front walk.  I  noted a rusting realty sign that hung from a bent metal stand.  As I approached the porch and ducked the crime scene tape, a young officer emerged from the front door.  “Area’s off limits buddy.  Move along.”  He told me in a bored voice.  He didn’t want to be here either.

“Relax.” I said as I displayed my Private Investigators badge.  “I’m here working for the family.  I just want to look around.”  “I dunno.  I’m not supposed to let anyone in here without permission.  We are working on this case.”  “I understand, but the family has asked me to take a look around.  C’mon I know you are bored.  We can look together.  I won’t even touch anything.”  “Okay, “ he finally relented, “Just for a few minutes.”  “That’s all I’ll need.” I told him as I mounted the steps and followed him inside.

I crossed the threshold and motioned for the officer to be quiet.  I needed to think, to hear what the house could tell me.  This house had been unoccupied but partially furnished by the Realtor who was trying to sell the house.  I could hear the canned laughter of a television program playing in another room, where the officer must have been “watching” the place.

I entered a small hallway with worn linoleum on the floor and noticed the smell.  It was the same stench of unwashed bodies that permeated the warehouse across the street.  The homeless must have lived here also.  That is probably why Nelson Moran was here that unfortunate night.

I turned left and entered a living room that was dominated by a huge bay window.  This window took up most of the north wall.  I walked over to the window and looked out.  This was a perfect view of the warehouse across the street.  An arsonist may have liked this view as his handiwork burned.  But I was not on that case.  This room had been lived in, the carpet worn thin in several spots, but it was relatively clean.  Not exactly brimming over with clues.

If I didn’t find something, this case would be over.

Join us again next week for the next chapter of Jackson Malone!

And if you liked this story you may enjoy Death With A Vengeance, my previous Fiction Saturday story, available here as an e-book!Thanks for reading, see you next week

-Justin

Why I stay home, part 2

Hello again.  Guess what? I broke my visitor record yesterday and I like it.  Today I feel like doing the Rocky and Bullwinkle thing.  “When we last left you Frostbite Falls was falling into …”   The real from yesterday, I was talking about how I quit working to go back to school and ended up with a 1 year old in the hospital for Kidney Failure.

Today we will start there.  For 16 weeks I went back an forth between the hospital with my wife and 1 year old, and home with my 7 and 5 year olds.  School had not started for the little one so babysitters were plentiful for a few hours each day.  That kind of contradicted our “We will raise our kids” mantra but it couldn’t be helped.  I was still home with them at night and as much as I could be.

After she got out of the hospital, she didn’t have kidney’s any more.  The disease that she had was a genetic mutation and required removal of both kidney’s before they became cancerous.  Without kidney’s my little one year old needed dialysis daily.  At first I took her 20 miles every day to the University of Utah to get dialysis.  We tried dialysis at home but it didn’t work after 3 months of trying.

As of September 2007 she needed dialysis 4 times per week and it was my job to take her.  My wife had to work to keep the insurance that was paying for all of this.  One month of dialysis treatments was almost $22, 000.  Insurance is good.  There was no way that I could make enough money to pay the mortgage and no way I could get insurance to cover her medical bills.  They ended up at around $900,000 for 2007.

So my job was to take the baby to dialysis and be the stay at home parent for the other kids so my wife could work.  That lasted 2 years to the day and I cannot for the life of me decide why I never got into blogging before.  I had looked into several “make money on the internet with my scam” programs but didn’t find anything useful.  I had heard about blogs, I was writing several times per month on a blog (I didn’t put the two together before.  I had a blog in my thoughts as a bad thing).  That whole time in the hospital and through dialysis to her kidney transplant is all recorded at www.carepages.com with pagename ameliarosematthews.  That should have been a clue to me that I could do something else and blog elsewhere.

Now all of the doctor visits are once a month and not too big of a deal to get to.  I am still home taking care of the house because I still haven’t finished school.  We are trying to decide now what to do in July when baby #4 comes.  I think I will have to work for a while to pay the bills and leave the wife home and maybe I can get back to school.  That is why I have started working so hard here, on this blog.

I can see there is money making potential.  I don’t need much, just to be able to pay the bills and some tuition to an online college.  I still want to stay home.  Who in their right mind wants to go work if they don’t have to?  If it takes 3 months to start being successful as a blogger, then I am 1 month into it.  I have taken loads of expert advice and I think I am doing the things that need to be done.  I love to write and am still writing a couple of books but they are not going to be published any time soon.

I think I have what it takes to break that 3 month “barrier” and be successful.  I don’t have many distractions, no work to get to or a pile of things to do.  I will still be here in April, well past 3 months, and then well past then.  And I plan on making money about that point so that I can still stay home.

I am a stay at home dad.  I am a blogger.  I will be good and successful at both.

Fiction Saturday 3! The Man With the Hazy Suit Part 3!

**Hey folks this is a reprint of part 3 of The Man With the Hazy Suit that origonally ran on May22, 2010.  I have been few and far between regular posts this summer, and that is the same thing that has killed some of my favorite TV shows, like Alias.  So I am going to rerun the whole story and finish it strong!  Thanks for reading for the first time or rereading if you have been here before.  The Choose your own adventure aspect is not available anymore.**

Hello!  Welcome to another exciting edition of Fiction Saturday.  I hope you had a good week and are ready for more mystery and intrigue.

I do have to say, I am a little disappointed in the results of the choose the story poll from last week.  As a result of that poll, I am going to do what the readers have voted on and continue the story from Aaron’s notebooks.

I am still working on the next fork but it may be the last one.  I will see how it goes.  Fiction Saturday will endure though!

So after that long introduction, here is Fiction Saturday 3, The Man With the Hazy Suit Part 3!

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Catch up here!

Part 1

Part 2

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When we left our story last time:
“Ok.” Said the older one again. “We just have to ask, you understand. We know he was pretty rough on you. Do you know anyone else who may have wanted him dead?” “Take your pick” I said. “He beat everyone I knew in that house.” They thanked me and started off. Each of them produced a business card at the door. “If you think of anything else that may help, please call.” The younger man said with a smile. I took the cards. “Thank you.” I said lamely as I held the door for them and they exited.

“Damn” I thought. How many times did I wish that son of a bitch dead. I didn’t have the nerve for it of course. I went back to the kitchen and looked at the cards. Sergeant Stebbins and Patrolman Tompson. Hmm. I threw the cards on the counter and went back to the radio.

And now we join our story already in progress:

I sat the legal pad down and reached for my cooling coffee.  I could remember that day.  How ironic was it that I was the junior detective that day and now I am trying to make heads or tails of what is going on.  Was there anything that I could have done differently that may have made a difference in this guy’s life?  Maybe not.  I picked the pad back up and read some more.

All of the next day I thought about Mr. Chan. I really was not upset that he was dead.   I didn’t have anything to do with it so why were the cops there?  I knew it was just their job and I was a lead.  Glad it didn’t lead to anything more.

I had to get to work.  I showered and dressed quickly not wanting to be late again.  I made it just in time, but I wasn’t a very good employee that day.   That entire shift I had flashes of Mr. Chan screaming.  And burning.  Oh the burning.  I couldn’t figure it out, so I just went back to work.

Later that night I made it home around 12:45 and fell into my bed fully clothed.  I was exhausted.  I had eaten at the Taco Barn and was now fighting indigestion as well as exhaustion.  I gave up altogether and slept.   I fell asleep before I even remembered to turn off the light in the entryway.

That night I had a nightmare.  I dreamed that, well, things were not quite right with the world.  I was following a man down the street.  I never saw his face but he reminded me of, me.  One of the most interesting things about him was his suit.  It looked like a dark business suit but it had a…hazy look to it, like there was a nimbus around the man.

The man in the hazy suit walked down the street with the red plastic gas can in his hand.  For some reason he slowed and then stopped next to a small blue sedan.  There was something wrong with this car.  He stood there for a long minute.

In that moment he was perfectly still.  He just waited like a statue in the park.  The day faded to twilight and still the man stood.  Eventually he was approached by 2 women he did not seem to recognize.  They must have been students at the University by the books in their hands, even if their hair color spoke of costume parties.

The man in the hazy suit didn’t pay any attention to the students.   He continued to stare at the air above the car, trying to catch…something that was there but not quite available.

The students were asking if he was ok when the man spun in a flash catching the first student in the head with a hammer.  The student went down in a heap.  The second turned to run but the man in the hazy suit was faster.  He hit her as well and she went down.  I screamed and screamed but it did as much good as yelling at the television.

The man then sat down his gas can and dragged the girls underneath the car.  He didn’t struggle with them.  He didn’t change expressions.  He just did his work.  I could almost feel joy and excitement coming from him.  He picked up his gas can and opened the spout.  I could feel exhilaration as he poured gas over the car and under it.  He placed the empty can on top of the car, stepped back and pulled matches from his pocket.  I could feel an almost sexual joy as he tossed the match onto the car.

The car burst into flames.  The man in the hazy suit stood and watched for a few moments before turning and walking calmly towards the University.

I woke up in a cold sweat.   That had seemed way too real.  I had only a few minutes before the alarm was to go off anyway so I got up and washed my face.  I stared at myself in the mirror.  “What a dream” I thought.  I headed into my bedroom and went to take off my Taco Barn uniform.  I wasn’t wearing it anymore.  I also realized that the hallway light was off.  When had I done that?

It didn’t matter.   I got ready for work at the Bagel Hut.  I flipped on the radio as I dressed.  After some chatter and worn out banter by the DJ’s they began to read news.  I had just picked up my Taco Barn uniform and I stopped at what I heard.  “…girls under the car and then the car set on fire.  No details have come out yet but it looks like murder.  I’m surprised no one saw this happen”  I did.  It may have been a dream but I saw it happen.  What could I do about it though?

Nothing I decided, just a strange coincidence.  Maybe I was psychic like on some of those TV shows.  Maybe I could be that detective who saw things before they happened and could fix them.  Maybe I was just losing my mind.  I held a strong possibility for the latter because I had convinced myself that I could smell gas on my Taco Barn uniform as I dropped it into the hamper.  Foolishness.

I went to work still pondering the dream.

That’s all today!

Join us next week for more from The man With the Hazy Suit!

My 4 year old’s 1 year Birthday is today!

Today marks 1 year since my daughter Amelia received her Kidney Transplant!  This is a copy of the post I put up today on our Carepage, the family blog that keeps grandmas and friends informed of what has happened with Amelia.

I have posted links to copies of that Carepage, the posts from the day of the transplant and the day before.  These links are on my website.  If you click any links on those pages, it will direct you to the Carepages site where you will have to register in order to see more.  Feel free to, but you don’t have to.  This is the direct link to her page: www.carepages.com and her carepage name is ameliarosematthews.

anyway, this is a direct copy of  todays post on the Carepage:

12 May 2010

Well friends, it is finally here, Amelia has had her new kidney for 1 year!

We keep looking back at how fast it has actually gone.  From the Transplant on the 12th,  to her going home on the 18th (6 days in the hospital for a MAJOR surgery kids, she is a trooper!).

Through all of the clinic visits and blood draws, 2X per week for the first month, 2 blood draws and 1 clinic per week for the second month, Every other week clinic and weekly blood draws for the third month, every other week clinic and blood draws for month 4-6, and then to once a month.  After our next visit in June, We will be on quarterly clinic visits and monthly labs.  That is quite a drop!

By my calculations, that has been 32 blood draws (plus a couple of unscheduled ones for illnesses) over the year, 20 of those coming in the first 3 months!  That was a lot of poking for Amelia.  Now, at once a month, it is much easier on her.  She is still a trooper with it though.  She stick her arm out and lets them poke her, and then tells everyone she sees where she got poked!

The nurse at transplant clinic gets told which arm to do blood pressures on because she can’t do them on the same arm as the poke!  I really love the determination of a 4 year old.  Some days it is interesting to see just how much she remembers and knows about the procedures she has gone through.

She continues to do very well in her overall health.  There have been a couple of bumps over the past year but nothing that required her to be hospitalized for.  We are pretty proud of that, many kids who get transplants are back in the hospital multiple times.

We have kept her away from many situations that could compromise her health and we don’t take her many places if she is sick.  That has helped.  We are looking forward to getting back to church and church activites more.

Right now, she is only on 2 regular medications, much better than the 8+ she was on last year after transplant.  We tapered them down and now, she is only on the 2 anti-rejection meds that she will be on for the rest of her life.  Just a reminder, these medications keep her immune system slightly suppressed to prevent rejection.  This is why we have to be careful and still steer away from sick people, she can’t fight diseases as easily as the other kids.

It has been a wild ride so far, we hope to keep going in the same direction.  Amelia is currently in the final stages of potty training, something that was much delayed with dialysis and the fact that no urine is produced with no kidney’s.  She is finally figuring it out and is almost half way to her one month “no accident” prize!

We also wanted to thank Carol again and again for her gift to Amelia.  It is still a wonderful thing that we think about every day.  When we think back to dialysis and how we had to structure our lives around it we can’t help but think how Carols donation has helped out whole family.  We have much more time together.

We are looking forward to having a barbecue with Carol and her family this Saturday if the weather will cooperate.  We will have to see.

And finally, I thought I would list the links back to the day before and the day of the transplant, if you are interested in reading about it as it happened.  Brenda still has a hard time reading some of these and so do I.  I am working on a book right now about this whole experience and I am going to use these carepage posts extensively.  As for today,

Amelia Meets Carol 5-11-09, day before transplant

Day of Transplant

Update 1 of 5

Update 2 of 5

Update 3 of 5

Update 4 of 5

Update 5 of 5

We wanted to thank all of you who have been with us since the beginning, and all of those who have joined us on the way over these past 3 years.

I hope that we have been able to explain what has happened to everyones satisfaction.

I hope that we have been able to give some help along the way (Hi Pollock family!).

We appreciate all of the support that has been given to us over these 3 years.  We have had a wonderful outpouring of love and support from all of you.  Our lives have been blessed and we feel like you are all a part of our extended family.  Thank you again and again.

We are coming to you live and kicking 365 days into the new kidney!

-Justin

PS look for new pictures!

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